Monday, September 19, 2011

6288 and then some.... Why Do I Do This?

All reports were saying that the weather on Mount Washington for Sunday (9/18/11) would be perfect. My planning for this trip was originally going to only include Mounts Monroe and Eisenhower. I was not even considering Washington. In my mind, the “big mountain” was untouchable until I got a few more peaks under my belt. And then I put it all together… friends had said they hit it as their second peak on the 48 list because the weather was perfect and like a friend of mine said, you’re going to be up there anyway… Might as well, right? Riiiigghhht. And then I thought about it. What’s stopping me from doing this? Well, there’s… Me. I’m stopping myself. I’m going to be up there anyway since it’s the same trail to get to the Appalachian Trail (Crawford Path) anyway. So, why not go right up the path to Washington instead of left to Monroe? I thought (for about a minute) and agreed to check the forecast and decide. The forecast was PERFECT for 6288ft up. It was going to be cold, clear, and low wind. I’m going!

I have to say that 4am was rough for that Sunday. I was so concentrated on the fact that I was going to complete Washington (potentially) that I forgot a few things. My vitamins that I take in the morning for one. Packing my second dose that I take at night for two. My trekking pole for three. And the most important thing, my memory card for the camera for four. Ugh! Most were unimportant and could wait or be done without. The memory card was a blow and I didn’t realize it until I got to the trailhead. After a quick plan rethink, I am on my way using my cellphones to take pictures. Knowing that the most important thing was to have enough battery left in one should something happen.

The trail started out easy enough. It was extremely muddy due to recent rains but it was nothing that was going to make me turn around. Quickly after a downhill slope, I am greeted with my first water crossing. A small one that is flowing fast. My concern is getting the feet wet since if I slip, and my foot gets submerged, I have no spare hikers. Socks yes but not boots. I make it across. Following the Ammonoosuc River to the gem pool was easy enough. Some up and down hill as well as a few narrow passes and the usual roots and rocks. Again, not bad and the river crossings are getting easy. After the gem pool, I am confronted with my first stretch of vertical trail. Two miles before The Lake of the Clouds Hut, the trail is now straight up and able to be walked (I wish at this point I had my pole). It’s a tough cardio work out with many stops along the way. During one of these stops, I talk with an older couple and their Schnauzer pup. Turns out they live in a town I use to live in ages ago and we agree to meet up at the Lake of the clouds hut at some point… Hopefully. I begin to get conservative with the water and pop a gluten free granola bar. I come to a level section of trail and breathe easy. As the trail opens, I am greeted with my first section of rock face. Not vertical but gently sloping. I follow it up about 50 or so feet to a water crossing. Again, the water is not a slow flowing water way. It’s moving fast and a little higher in volume than I want. I find the way and make it across to the level trail. After a set of switchbacks and another water crossing, I come to a more vertical and smooth rock face for about another 50 feet. This is the type of trail you put your whole self into and rely on the angle of your boots and the grip of your hands to propel yourself to the next hold until you come to a ledge of sorts or a place you can stand more upright. Keep in mind that it’s getting colder as I go up. Even with the heat I am generating. At this point, I am in the Alpine zone and I see my first glimpse of rime ice.    

I am now beyond the vertical scrambles and able to walk. I reach the Lake of the clouds hut and look to the summit. Between the Lake of the clouds and Mount Washington’s summit, is a field of stone which looks amazingly like another world or perhaps the surface of the moon. The Appalachian Trail is marked out by cairn. One would think that walking on these rocks would be a little like cobble stone and in some areas, it is. However, the stones are loose and laying on top of one another. You’re looking at a broken ankle if you step wrong. But, you’ve made it this far so, keep going for the next half mile. It feels like a death march in some of the flatter terrain. You start ascending again and you are greeted with rime ice and what I like to call craggy stones to the summit post. During this section, I needed to walk about 10 feet and stop for a brief moment in about 4 successive sets both to get my breathe and bearings as well as my balance. Finally, in about 5 and half hours I summited Mount Washington…. Solo… 6288ft from base to summit!

At the summit post, I was greeted by the young couple from Israel that I had met up with at the gem pool. They congratulated me and I them. When I saw them at the base, I was worried for their lack of gear however; they were bundled up and happy. They snapped a few pictures for me and I returned the favor. We parted satisfied with our respective hikes. I found myself tearing up at the thought of 6288… The day… The steps it took to get there… The support that friends, family, and complete strangers alike have shown me on this and other climbs.  I collect my thoughts and head back down the trail the same way I came up. At the Lake of the clouds hut, I run into the older couple with the schnauzer. “Jaffrey?” They said. “Are you heading up to Monroe now?” Two things; they started a trend as everyone started calling me Jaffrey who was passing by and yes, I still had another mountain to climb.

Monroe was about 45 minutes to summit from The Lake of the clouds hut. It was a lot easier than Washington. Dirt path to a point to rock stairs to ledge to the summit. I hoisted myself up and stood next to guy from Boston and his friend from Virginia. He snapped me on number 5 gratefully. We chatted and it turns out there were heading towards Eisenhower and completing the presidential range. Again hiking west to east and having it a little easier except that they’d been camping for the past two days (Weather was cold Saturday). We parted due to decreasing day light. I began my decent.

Much the way I came up, I went back down. It always amazes me how much quicker decent goes. Nearly vertical climbs and scrambles become nothing more than slides. The uneven rock stairs become easier to manage.  Switchback becomes something of a game to propel you down as you twist and turn through the trails. And then the next thing you know, you are back at the car with a head full of amazing memories…

Yeah, there’s a reason I get up at 4am on a weekend… And this is it.

Monday, September 5, 2011

Sometimes You Need to Play in the Clouds....

Sometimes, life is not about what you do day in and day out… Sometimes life is what you strive to do and what you want to accomplish. Those long term goals that you want to see a little closer than a spot on the horizon. So, this summer, I set out to not wait around for anyone and to do the things that I wanted to do… To do those things on my own terms and have a little fun. Somewhere along the way, I think I found myself. All I needed was a mountain top to do it.
Even before I got sick last year, I had… Issues. I know, who doesn’t have issues really? These days we are all carrying some kind of baggage. And the first story I have to tell you is kind of how I got here to today… Back in 2007, I had set out to climb Mount Monadnock with someone. Thinking that it would be a piece of cake, we set out with some water and that was about it. We hiked and we talked and walked and we started to climb… I felt like I was hanging onto the side of the mountain at one point. I lost my grip and I slipped down some slick granite. I froze. You’d think that anyone would be supportive and try and talk me up… Nope. He talked me into a blind panic instead. I sent him on and cursed myself as I waited… and waited… On the side of that mountain until he came back and we could go back down together. I was defeated…. I think he felt just fine. Most know that he lasted until 2009. But what he did, lasted well…. Until recently.
You see recently, I finally figured out how to live. I figured out how to live with a disease and still be extremely active. I figured out how to live and get my needs met. I figured out how to live and not have to wait for anyone to tell me it was OK to do something. I figured out how to live in the light instead of someone else’s shadow. Surprised that it took me this long to figure it out? Probably not if you know me. It’s been one hell of a ride and I’m still going. Still learning. All the while, I am living. At 3165ft up, today I finally completed the last long standing obstacle. I’ll get back to today soon…
It all really started earlier this summer I started hiking around state parks… Pretty much flat surfaces and long trails. Not bad for a day and I was able to work through some pretty intense thoughts I had going on. OK, I may or may not have been on the verge of a emotional crisis at the beginning of the summer and I needed an outlet. I found hiking. Then one day, I climbed something called Little Monadnock… Complete with views of the very mountain that I had not completed.  It was mocking me essentially from a far. I vowed to get back there and do it and all the while I continued to have these conversations with myself. Worked out a plan and on Little Monadnock, I decided that life was too short to wait for all these things I had been promised and if anything I needed to get moving and do things on my own. Then I also realized how bored I had become on flat surfaces… So, I started hiking small mountains. The small ones lasted all of well, Pack Monadnock in Miller State Park.
I jumped to Mount Cardigan at 3,119 ft. It was a nice walk that coincided with an inspirational talk by two ladies in their 50’s that had hiked all the 4000footers in New England. I was hooked sitting up there on the cardigan summit with the past and present colliding. The following weekend, I jumped again and did two peaks in one day and in the White Mountains. Mount Crawford 3129ft and Stairs Mountain 3463ft. My first trip into the Whites and I was in love… With mountain hiking. I had been promised a hike up Mount Chocorua at 3490ft. the unfortunate thing was the promise was backed out of… I however did it anyway… Solo like the rest. This one was more hand of hand climbing at the summit. I was not sure at first if I was capable. It turns out… I am. I sat on the summit eating my PB&J (A regular ritual) with the grin of a small child up to no good on the playground… My new Playground was officially the White Mountains. And it was on that mountain with that broken promise that I decided to begin my quest officially for the 4000footers in New Hampshire. I was able to mark off Mount Moosilauke this past Saturday… 4802ft. And still one mountain had to be completed before I got too far in.
Today was the day… Monadnock was in my sights. In spite of thunderstorms in the area and in spite of all those pit falls and illnesses I had before me, I set out. I took a different and more challenging trail than the one that stalled me last time. And I was alone so, it’s not like I had anyone to answer to but me. The summit would be mine. Even as I was climbing, it was not that easy. The trail was wet and slick and I had taken the cliff trail along ridges and cliffs on the side of the mountain. The fog was think and as I got to the top, I began to wonder. Then I happened upon some fellow hikers. We shared stories and I got my picture taken at the first minor summit (bald rock). They were proud that I was doing this today. And we all set out on the trail. I lingered so that I could just be at my own pace. The four of them made it to the summit well before me. I had to go through some pretty steep hand over hand climbing and hoisted myself to the summit. The wind was howling and the view was not visible. But I was at the summit. I happened to run into one of my earlier fellow hikers. We swapped a few more stories about the mountain and then he told me… “We’ve all saved you an amazing seat at the summit in honor of your climb”. It was a seat right at the very tip of the summit. A few complete strangers cared enough to cheer me on to complete this leg on my journey. Grinning ear to ear, I settled in to eat my sandwich and laugh with a few good people. Everest conquered. Now bring on the rest of the 4000footers and above. Life has come back to me. My eyes are brighter, my smile is wider. And it’s not because of anyone but me. It doesn’t matter if I am sick when I am on the summit. It doesn’t even matter if a promise gets broken. I’m as close as I am going to get to the clouds and sometimes those clouds come down to touch me.